River turned 8 months this past week. How can it be? How can it be that in 4 months he will be one year old? I just don’t want to think about it. I don’t want to think about him growing up, going to school,…I hope that he turns into a terrible toddler so that I won’t be a wreck when he does go to kindergarten. When I was a teacher, moms like me that used to cry and stand outside the door peeking in used to make me cry too! How will I ever handle it when it’s my own child?! I love you, love you, love you little man. You are the most amazingly perfect baby boy!